Taking your advice and now I'm looking on the bright side

Here are the rules to accept the award .
1. Thank & link the person that gave you the award :

thanks to Syida Shukor walaupun kau tak sebut nama aku tapi aku nak jugak buat haha sangat menyibuk

2. Pass this award onto 15 bloggers you've recently discovered and think are fantastic :

Well I think all my readers (as if there are many of them blabla) MUST answer this ahahaha



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Errr hello bloggers that have been unfortunately been tagged, please kindly retrieve this award and please kindly answer it? haha



4. State 7 things about yourself :

1-I am looking forward to The Runaways

2- I used to have a humongous interest in reading, I'm not sure about now though because I will put down the book after 5 minutes or so reading it. TAKSUKANYA

3- First impression that people will have about me ; pendiam and sombong. Pendiam is betul kot sombong taklahh

4- I have a thing for nasi ayam, seriously. If you serve me with 10 pinggan of nasi ayam pun I can finish it, heh, mentekedarah I knoww

5- I do like singing honestly but this is obviously done when I'm all alone la kan haha I'm no Hayley or Pixie Lott

6- I am hoping and praying that I won't think about anything besides study and exam that much nowwwwww Munn tak cite lagi kann

7- IWANTSUMMERBREAKFULLSTOP.

HAHA TAKDE IDEA NAK UPDATE WALAUPUN DAH CAKAP WON'T BE UPDATING THIS ON REGULAR BASIS TAPI YOU KNOW WHATT, MAKIN KITA CAKAP TAK NAK MAKIN TULAH RASA NAK BUAT TU MEMBUAK-BUAK? DUGAAN KAAANNNNN. TAKPELAHHH OTW LA KANNNN INSYA-ALLAH BOLEH PUNYE OKAY BYEBYE PEOPLEEEEEE ASSALAMUALAIKUM.

unecumbered, numbered words

Won't be updating this on regular basis, won't be seeing me in Facebook that frequent, won't be sleeping like a hibernating panda anymore, there are loads, LOADS of things to catch up and I am worrying myself like only God could know about my studiesss. Have been missing my family like 100000000000000000000JUTAKALI and I wish my mom could kirim herself to Cairo with my uncle. ACH, I just want my best friend, IBUUUUUUUUUUU ='(

DO PRAY FOR OUR SUCCESS!

But I'm, afraid, that I, well I'm afraid that I

1. Couldn't finish studying before my final exam.

2. Am gaining weight.

3. Am losing the writer side of me, pfft, as revoltingly vain as it sound.

4. Lose control over money. Money money money, why so funny laa? :(

5. Am getting less and less confident and my self-esteem is getting lower. :(

6. Am getting more homesick day by day.

7. Am getting used to the fact that my English is getting rusty

8. Am afraid and yet anticipated for the future.

9. Am afraid of hurting other people's feelings, like seriouslyyyyyy :(

10. Couldn't repair my external's wire blablabla

11. Couldn't live up to my parents' expectations

12. May disappoint people around me.

13. May disappoint my parents.

14. May not be able to bring home the news that my mom has wanted to hear.

Something that keeps ringing in my heaadddd;

Ibu Me
ibu nak rasa juga
dpt berita
anak ibu jd pelajar cemerlang
insya-Allah, amin!
akan akak tunaikan janji tuuuuu
insya-Allah!
belajar betul2 kak
nnt nenek pun tumpang gembira

The sight of my father giving my mother a cup of Nescafe can even got me crying. Yesss, my homesick-ness is THAT bad.

You, you really got me now

That song by The Kinks is ADDICTIVE.

Btw,

FINALS ARE COMING, AND I AM STILL HERE, LAGHO-ING. I REALLY DO HOPE I COULD ROLL UP MY SLEEVES AND START DOING WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO BE DOING NOW. HARD WORK BABY, PLEASE? FINALS FINALS FINALS!

Engkau percayalah we can do anything

Assalamualaikum, Haluuuuuuuuu. A lot of stuff happened today that just widen my eyes to believe and to see HOW MIRACLE WORKS. Praise to Allah, Alhamdulillah for giving us the opportunity to experience and to feel how MIRACLE works. You know, when you're at one of your lowest point or when you're at one point that you feel like giving up and turning back, something good happened to you that helps you REALLY A LOT to solve whatever problem that you're facing and caused you to go clueless just now. The feeling is indescribable. You just go speechless. Seriously it is one of the best feelings in the world (!) Relieved, amazed and in awe with the Almighty One's will, praise to Allah. Honestly speaking I was thiiiiiiiisss close to let my tears flow down because I was too amazed.

And all I can say is, I really do hope whatever that we experienced today is gonna be one of the greatest lessons that we ought to know and learn. Insya-Allah. :)

Speaking of which, todaaayy, finally after nearly two months of not touching the books (my mom is soooo gonna kill me for that) we went to our Physics tuition. And then only I realized that I miss the teacher, I miss lepak-ing with my fellow dentistry-ians, AND I MISS PHYSICS?! Ooookaaaaayyy awkward much haha but it's a good thing la if I miss Physics because that shows I am accepting Physics. Hahah blablabla craps aside, the lecturer mentioned that THERE IS NO TIME TO SLEEP. >__< Oohh la la. I can feel the heat babeyhhh. I mean heat for the finals thing. Not heat due to the Mansoura's weather that is gettng hotter.

Ohh BTWWWWW, I am now married! To Noor Fatimah Mardiah, that is. Entahlah, I was getting a bit cuckoo and weng tadi while YM-ing with her and that idea of getting married on Facebook for fun just popped out and I was like "HEYYYY LET'S GET MARRIED" and Fatimah was like "SURRRRRRRRRRREEEEEE! FO SHOOOOOOO!!" and haha yeah got few comments from Najib and Opai. Ahh. Totally forgot that Opai has also changed his relationship status to "In a relationship blabla" with a guy. So I'll say WELCOME TO THE CLUB OPAI haha whatevers. Told ya I was bored, liiikeee freaking bored. And obviously my changed status is just a joke la kan. I mean like DUH. T___T

Ohh speaking of which. I want my husband to be a lawyer-vampire. Get it? Imagine Julian McMahon and Edward Cullen in one man. YUMMAYH. And I want my husband-to-be to be a vampire because entahlah just now I read a blog that mentioned Edward Cullen's quote and I went cair. Booohooo. If I read the book tak payahlahhhhh because I will be melting ALL THE TIME READING IT ehhhhhhh I fall for sweet words keeeee? And I want a lawyer as well because lawyers look good in their suits. BOOOO again alasan yang tak munasabah langsung haha OKAYYYYY JULIAN MCMAHON/EDWARD CULLEN PEOOPLLEEE REMEMBER YEEE IBUUUUU JULIANMCMAHON/EDWARDCULLEN REMEMBER THAAAT.

Okaylah, need to do some stuff. Rambles will be continued later. Assalamualaikum!

P/s : I am super happy that I finally get to Skype-ing with my family just now. IMISSTHEMLIKEUBERMUCH.

Now that you know I'm trapped, sense of elation

Just a random post before I'm off to bed. (Do notice that my latest posts mesti sebut pasal tidur) Well, for one thing at least, I am anticipated or anxious I should say for something which is something that I do not have any idea of. Just wait and see la I guess like what they usually say. BTWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW



THANKYOUSUPERRRRMUCHHHHHHHHH hahaha padan muka kena marah dengan Mun haha thanks HOTSETAPS, I will remember your advices insya-Allah and will put it into practice. YESS. QURRATU BOLEH. MAKAN MOREH AYOEH. ahah gedik nak jugak rhymekan EH kat belakang ayoh tu. Okay merepek kembali again, btw Fatimah's post got me so dang terharuuuuuu do pay a visit to her blog. I linked her under label "MGSS-ian" haha why am I promoting your blog la Timahh.

Okay I'm off. Nite peepssss. Assalamualaikum!

(TOLD YA THIS IS GOING TO BE A RANDOM ONE)

Assalamualaikum. Haluuuu. Just got back from Amir Daulah, and the journey that we took to reach the place is much more longer than the visa stuff that we supposed to do there. Blablabla details aside, I feel nauseated maybe because angin or whateverlah kan. Dahlah the driver drive terbaik laaaa, feels like throwing myself into the Nile River hahaha okayyyyy BTW before I went out this morning, I commented on my MGSS pal, Mariam's status, something that my friends and I frequently talked about nowadays. Which is something that I don't feel like telling here now for the time being. Hehe. Will talk about that later. Hmm, it feels good to have a conversation that affects you right deep into or through your heart. And I am glad that Mariam sees her last break up from the positive side. =') Be strong yahhh Mariam! You know you can always confide in me kannn!

BTW, Haneyh Babeyh is finalllyyyyyy back in Mansoura, YAY! She called me while I was waiting for taxi just now, and YAAYYY I can't wait to lepak-lepak with her and stuff. Haha details on Malaysia babeyh IMissMalaysiaUberMuch yesslahhh I miss RotiCanaiNasiLemakNasiAyamTamanKesidangDataranPahlawanMahkotaParadeSBPISelandarMGSSMatriksMelakaPantaiPuteriPantaiKlebangCoconutShakeBPTamanKesidangChinAnnTongAlorGajahwhateverwhatever and finally I miss Taman Kenanga and I miss the people living in my house. Each one of them. Heh another way of saying that I miss my family like freakingggggg much and my palsss yesss I miss you tooooo homiess and finally I miss my mother's Accent. I'm looking forward to July and also that means I am looking forward to finals. Cheers for finals. Blahhhh assignment Physics tak siap nak fikir pasal balik haha okay BYEEE ASSALAMUALAIKUM.

p/s : Maher Zain is the bomb peopleeeee