kita buat-buat macam hari ni 28/5/2009.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY NURUL IZYANI! :D
Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki, dah murah rezeki jangan lupa belanja macha sayang kau neh haha
Good luck in your future undertakings okeh macha. Kau bijak, I'm sure wherever you go, you will succeed in it :)
and kesian kau birthday kau MU kalah, haha aku tahu aku kejam sebab bangkitkan pasal MU okeh qurratu diam sekarang.
yayyy kau dah 19 dan I'm not even 18, waahhhhh mudanya aku hahahaha. :P
bila kau dah berjaya achieve what you have been wanting for so long (PHARMACIST YEAAAAHH :) ) jangan lupe kat aku tau.:)
nanti kau dah grad, bagitau aku jugak, sebab nanti aku nak bawak one big bouquet of flowers just for you. :D
aku tak boleh terima kau cakap masa depan kau gelap disebabkan result kau. okeh memang kau nak rasa kasut saiz 5/6 ataupun kau memang nak rasa kena debuk dengan pencil box bodyglove aku yang besar gedabak tu.
your result is great okeh macha. hehe. aku sure kau boleh dapatkan apa yang kau nak dengan result kau yang gempak tuh. remember macha, everything that happens ada hikmahnya, maka, kau kena selalu search for the silver lining of the cloud okeh! :)
thanks for everything :) kita kan sesama kena buli en dalam gang kita tuh. jadi kita serupa dan senasib hee hee
kalau nak meet up or anything, bagitau aku tau!
hope our friendship lasts forever. and jangan menghilang tak bagitau aku apa2 tau.
LOVE YAH!

Okeh, it's not that I forget her birthday is yesterday or anything. I have sent her a message wishing her yesterday but there's no reply from her until now. Jadi, untuk macha ku sayang sorang nih, I dedicate this post for you. Miss you macha. :(

Will be posting more,
XOXO, Qu

what a fine day today, isn't it?

MU KALAH Y'ALLLLLL!!!!!!!!!

meh meh layan lagu celine dion haha :P

Salam.

Okeh semua. I'm back in Malacca, AGAIN.

Mar: MENGAPA KO KAT MELAKA SEBEGINI AWAL

Answer to Timah's question - sebaaaaaabbbbb, aku nak buat passport and then i'm off to Terengganu. Okeh?

Haha.

Weh BANDUNG TENGAH MEGA SALE BOLEH FAHAM TAK. Aku nak ikut mereka yang pergi Bandung. Aiiissssyyyyaaaaahhhhhhhh, nakkkk ikuuuttt pergi Jakarta bolehhhhh takkkk????? BOLEHLAH BOLEHLA WEEEEEEE :DDDDD hahaha


ni namanya Nauratul Nadia. panggil dia Nau. nak panggil dia Doul pun boleh. nak panggil dia Dilwa'ti pun boleh :D

mereka kata yang saya dan Dilwa'ti kelihatan seperti kembar dari belakang hanya kerana kami berdua selalu memakai selendang bersama-sama. hahaha.

so a few days back after lari from my study group, aku pun pergi bilik Zura ngan Aisyah. Yeayyyhh! After nearly 3 weeks studying here baru ada chance untuk pergi bilik dorang. okeh time pergi bilik dorang si Dilwa'ti dengan Belle pun ada. So apalagi marilah kita buka forum yeargh yeargh, ahaha.

Tak tahu kenapa tetiba kitorang boleh datang mood untul listen to the oldies, MAKA, Dilwa'ti pun bukak lagu oldies di handphone-nya. Maka, kami pun start feeling dengar lagu boyzone, celine dion, bryan adams, apa lagi apa lagi aku pun dah lupa aha.

Lepas tu aku, Zura dan Dilwa'ti pun mula meneka-neka lagu Celine Dion sebab kitorang tak ingat tajuk lagu tu, tapi cuma ingat the rentak of the song. Seterusnya, kami pun mulalah humming semua lagu yang berkaitan dengan celine dion sementara Belle dan Aisyah memainkan peranan mereka sebagai pemerhati.

Besok tu terus bluetooth lagu Celine Dion from Amirul weeee :P

We were having a sesi teka-teki during our break tadi dalam kuliah. Seronok okeh main teka teki. Mencabar minda betul.


Timah, untuk kau. Then you can give this to Madi okeh. Haha.

Peeka peeka peeka peeka! Aku ada lagu untuk kau. Read it and listen to the song, give it a try. It's kinda nice.

Mika - Happy Ending

This is the way you left me.
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like its forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Wake up in the morning,
Stumble on my life.
Can't get no love without sacrifice.
If anything should happen,
I guess I wish you well.
Mm A little bit of heaven,
With a little bit of hell.

This is the hardest story that I've ever told. (ooooo)
No hope, no love, no glory.
A happy ending gone forever more.
I feel as if I'm wasted,
And I'm wasted everyday.

This is the way you left me.
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like its forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Two o'clock in the morning,
Something's on my mind.
Can't get no rest,
Keep walking around.
If I pretend that nothing ever went wrong
I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on.

This is the hardest story that I've ever told. (ooooo)
No hope, no love, no glory.
A happy ending gone forever more.
I fell as if I'm wasted,
And I'm wasted everyday.


This is the way you left me, (Oh I fell as if I'm wasted)
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending.
This is the way that we love, (And I'm wasted everyday)
Like its forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Little bit of love

Little bit of love x 25

Little bit of love (I fell as if I'm wasted)
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love (And I'm wasted everyday)
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love

This is the way you left me. (Little bit of love .. continues repeating)
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like its forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

This is the way you left me. (Little bit of love .. continues repeating)
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like its forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

This is the way you left me.
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending

I know I don't have the right to say this, but, this song goes to both of you, Nurul Syafika and Muhammad Asyraff. Peeka, remember the infamous-but-corny-as-hell quote that I told you, okeh. :) Maybe the waiting does worth it.

Okeh dah buhbye.

Will be posting more,
XOXO, Qu.

eh bedah dalam post ni aku ada ckp pasal kau so kau kena baca.

Salam.

Haha, baru lepas tengok American Idol final, and seriously memang fuuuyyoo hebat ouh the final concert tu. Sungguh grand.

Best part Black Eyed Peas perform and time all contestants sang Smooth tuh. Fuuuuyyooo ouhh.

And bile tengok Adam Lambert tu en, barulah aku faham kenapa si Bedah boleh terkeluar *vavi* bila aku baru habis cakap telefon dengan informer AI aku (a.k.a. ayahanda) and inform Bedah sape yang menang AI.

dari jauh dah nampak Bedah, excited sebab nak ajak dia tengok ANTM malam tu lepas taekwondo.

Si blogger: BEDAAAAAHHHH! *in a super excited tone* malam ni tengok ANTM sesama naaaakkk????

Si Bedah: eh boleh boleh! tapi nak tengok American Idol dululah.

Si blogger: oh yeah? Minat sape?

Si Bedah: Adam Lambert. heeheeheeheee. *grinning*

Si blogger: Result dah kuar ke?

Si Bedah: Aah! tu nak tengok hari ni.

Si blogger: nak aku tanya ayah aku tak? Sebab ayah aku fanatik AI dowh. Aku tak tengok AI tapi dia tengok ohh.

Si Bedah: Eh boleh boleh! *excited*

Si blogger pun pergilah menelefon ayahandanya. Yang bestnya kan, all the while si blogger menelefon ayahandanya, si Bedah sentiasa trailing behind her. Excited nak tahu agaknya.

Si blogger: Bedah, bersedia untuk menangis.

Si Bedah: *muka suspens gile nak mati* kenapa?

Si blogger: Kris Allen Menang.

Si Bedah: Babi.

HAHAHA. Amik kau. Takpe Bedah, aku faham kot perasaan kau. Sebab Adam Lambert tu memang agak sedaplah suara dia, besides the fact yang dia memang AGAK good looking jugak. Okeh, diamlah Qu, sebenarnya kau nak cakap factor good looking dulu en, tapi disebabkan nak cover, kau cakap dulu factor merdunya suara dia. ahahahah.

Takpe Bedah, lepas ni kalau kau nak suruh aku downloadkan lagu dia, aku sanggup. HAHA.

Weh weh weh Terminator best kot. Sumpah aku cakap memang best giga tahap petala kelapan. Dan movie seterusnya yang aku aim nak tengok is Terminator Salvation. heehee. *Nau, Nau, bolehlah bolehlah tengok movie tu eah? bolehlah bolehla. kalau kau nak tengok movie tu aku belanja kau selendang sehelai. :P

Ya Allah, ada ke patut si Kinah nak main water fight dengan aku kat facebook. Dahlah shoot dirty toilet water right on my face weh. ish. memang la dia ni. Thank God you're my teman sama-sama lompat since darjah 5. ahaha. Dahlah dapat 4 flat untuk empat kali berturut-turut seh. Kinaaaahhhh, how about if we swap our brains, nakkk?????? 0=)

Okeh till then, buhbye.

Will be posting more,
XOXO, Qu

heyya all.

Salam.

Heyya all. I'm back in Malacca, again.

Heh, penatlah. My back have been aching for a few hours already.

So. Balik minggu ni sebab ingatkan nak buat passport. Tapi tak jadi pulak en.

Hihihi. Bolehlah keluar. hehehehehehe. This is what happens when a kaki-jalan is being kept away from her oh-lovely-Malacca for only a few weeks.

Heee.

Right now, apa yang aku betul-betul nak is stuffing my face with Hawaiian Chicken, baca buku Virgina Andrews sampai muntah hijau (aku just found out yang banyak lagi buku dia yanga aku tak discover lagi. HEEESSSHHHHH.), get my head banging to Green Day (for some reason, I miss listening to them. Gee.) and and and AND AND, aku nak season 1 Grey's Anatomy sampailah its latest season. (Eventhough aku dah dapat tahu spoiler untuk its latest season, busuk betullah).

Bolehlah weh bolehlah weh bolehlah weh aku nak sume benda ni =(

WEH SHAROS KERJA WEH! aku macam excited and seronok gile en sebab aku ada firasat mengatakan aku bakal dibelanja. ahahha.

Result PSPM dah kuar last Wednesday. But I have managed to check my result earlier, the night before. Teeheeheee. I went online through my handphone la, since time tu CC pun confirm dah tutup. Soooo. Online through handphone. Alhamdulillah dapat masuk website tu because I was expecting it to be lembab gile and hang and something.

Bila dah dapat bukak website tu, aku dengan penuh kesabaran dan enthusiasm and anxiety at the same time key in my matrix number and my IC number.

Conclusion : ALHAMDULILLAH.

As what Cik Nab had mentioned in her message this evening, Alhamdulillah, rezeki kita kan? Aku pun rasa malu seketika and insaf.

Sungguhlah. Ada je orang lain yang lagi haru and lagi kesian sebab result tak reach his or her expectation, ada je orang lain yang lagi sedih sebab result tak lepas maksud U, ada je orang lain yang lagi tak sanggup and terkejut sebab dapat result yang kena repeat matrix.

And aku masih lagi tak bersyukur dengan apa yang aku dapat.

Sungguhlah, people like us tend to forget being thankful for what they have or achieved. And that includes me, I presume eh?

Huuu. And thanks to Cik Nab's message that plays a part in reminding me to be thankful, aku dah start rasa betul-betul happy dengan result aku. Sebab aku tahu I have tried the very best of what I have now to achieve everything now.

Berusaha. Tawakkal. Berusaha. Tawakkal. The keyword to everything is the Almighty God =)

One piece of advice yang sangat useful for all of us, no matter where we go or what we do (ceh, ada kang buat choir BSB sambil menari-nari seret kaki atas lantai ala-ala Michael Jackson dalam Thriller)

hehehee. UKM best ohhh.

Orang di sana semua best. Best giga tahap tak ingat. Ngee, cheers for all the new friends of Qurratu a.k.a. Qu :D

By the way, dah berapa orang dah cakap aku macam Yuna. Ohhhh emmmm geee, tahu tak being compared to someone like Yuna is like you getting a Nobel Prize. Okey okey, comparison yang agak melampau, jadi being compared to someone like Yuna is like you getting a Nobel Prize and tukarkan kepada being compared to someone like Yuna is like you're being proposed by Robert Pattison.

Okay Qu, kau sucks gile ok when it comes to making comparisons, soo shushhh it. And lagi satu Robert Pattison tu, kalau dia propose kat aku pun, aku tak nak. aah. Okey2. Serious la weh. Aku macam rasa terharu sgt. Heee. :D cuma of courselah, aku tak rasa yang aku ada any similarities with her AT ALL sebab Yuna-tall, thin, coolio gile tahap gaban, clever, and Qu-si Plain Jane.

Pehe dok?

hahah.

Pehal lak Dexter ngan Dee Dee tengok adik aku tidur ni. Ish ish.

Yeah! My mind is in the frozen-mode again. Jadi si blogger a.k.a. si perapik terpaksa meletakkan noktah kepada rapikan-rapikannya pada malam ini.

Jadi, sehingga bertemu lagi, Buhbye.

p/s: Zint's artwork: brilliant.

Will be posting more,
XOXO, Qu

Bila Qurratu bercakap pasal MU

Ohh MU menang hohhh.

I was informed about this victory of MU by this one fanatic MU, Sharos.

Terima kasih sesangat Sharos sebab kau sangat-sangat concern and prihatin and masih lagi ingat kat aku walaupun aku dapat rasakan yang kau tengah gembira sampai nak ketawa teriak2 bila MU menang.

"Kepada fan liv yang takkan boleh menang, jangan sedih lew sebab MU DAH MENANG EPL...wakakaka"

Serious aku cakap memang aku terharu gile sebab kau sudi spare 15 sen untuk sms aku semata-mata pasal ni.

Semalam en keluar dengan ayahanda dan bonda tersayang ke Dataran Pahlawan. Masa nak berjalan ke DP tu en, kitorang berjalanlah depan MCD kat situ. Puuh, penuh sehh dengan orang semua tengok bola. Sampai yang berdiri pun ada. Aku pun pergilah menyibuk sat en, nak tengok score. Busuk betul, dahlah aku rabun, memang blur la nak nampak. ahaha.

Nak menyibuk lelama kat situ nak tengok match tu macam malu pulak en. Dahlah aku sorang je, parents aku tengah tunggu aku. Nak tak nak aku pun meninggalkan MCD dengan hati yang berat. (haha, busuk betul)

So pergi DP semalam the original plan nak beli selendang. Ingatkan boleh pau sekali kasut ke baju ke en. Tapi macam kesian pulak en kat bonda tersayang, sebab dia nak tengok Aril perform (aku mcm terlupa gile kot AF final semalam. Serious aku cakap aku memang tak pernah follow AF season kali ni. Busy kott and takda hati nak tengok haaha)

Lepas tu baliklah rumah en. Sambil2 tu menunggulah pasal news MU vs Arsenal semalam. Sebab aku tau si Sharos PASTI akan brag kat aku pasal MU kesayangan dia tu. -__-'

Balik daripada fetch my bro kat tempat tuisyen en, sharos pun sms aku. Aku dah mcm ^$^$^^$%&****(%#@!#%^&*&*&*. ahahahah

Zaki sampai tak nak cakap kot dengan Sharos. Hahaha. We're in the same boat lah Zaki, tapi aku takdalah sampai tak bercakap dengan dia. Haha. Nanti aku mengidam nak sakat pakcik sorang neh. ahaha.

Lepas tu tadi ayah aku sengaja je en nak shove to my face pasal news MU kat paper. aku dah macam -__+

ahahha.

Tahniahlah ye kepada MU. (it doesn't take a few seconds for you to think yang aku ni sangat-sangat tak ikhlas sekarang ni when I'm saying this ;P)

ahaha.

will be posting more,
XOXO, Qurratu

Peeka.

Thank you for those pieces of advice of yours :)

Aku akan cuba praktikkan okkk..

Tapi aku tak janji aku boleh settlekan masalah ni ASAP (masalahlah sangat, macam poyo jekk)

By the way, thanks darl! Sebab sudi sms aku walaupun kau tengah penat gile viva ni en.

Nanti kalau aku senang aku turun Seremban okkkk ;P

Happy working for tomorrow :)

Huargh.

Salam.

Helo semua. Helo kamu :)

Haha mengidam gile nak online after only 5 days of not being able to go online. haha. macam pe je.

The course? I have to say, it's awesome. Although aku rasa macam agak doubtful jugakla en memula sebab aku memang takda basic arab pun. Bebudak laen pulak semua macam hebat-hebat en dalam bahasa Arab. Aku dah macam, ohhh, hebatnya mereka, bagaimana dengan daku??? :((

ahaha. but so far so good lah, Alhamdulillah everything's going on pretty well there. Tak sangka pulak en kat sana banyak budak KMM. bayangkan, budak kuliah aku je dah ada 4 orang macam tu. Budak KMM secara total ada lebih kurang 7-8 orang camtu. ahaha.

UKM berbukit-bukau kot. If I don't lose any weight by the end of this course, I will be speechless sehhh.

Kat sana en, masa first day kuliah, malam tu supposedly kitorang ada something like prep la. tapi disebabkan kitorang tak sort into our own tutorial en, kitorang bebaslah berkumpul2. So aku, Fara, Fatin and Husna pun join this one group of girls. Tengah2 tunggu turn untuk introduce diri sendiri en, tetiba Zura dengan excitednya bertanya aku,

"Eh kau budak matriks jugak ea?"

Haha. Start dari situlah kenal Zura. Kelakar gila hoh ini manusia. Sangat2 kelakar. :)

Then kenal Hajar. Belle. Aisyah. Bedah. Sakinah. dan mereka-mereka yang lain ohoh.

Kitorang then divided into two groups hoh. Aku dapat satu group dengan Zura, Nau, Hajar, Belle, Aisyah, Bedah, Sakinah ngan Azirah. The others dapat group lain termasuklah my roomate and my neighbours. huhu.

We were supposedly debating on a topic suggested by our urusetia, Abg Asrul.

"Apa yang penting dalam menjalankan kerjaya sebagai seorang doktor, fakta-fakta semata-mata tanpa mementingkan hubungan sosial dengan pesakit ataupun hubungan sosial dengan pesakit?"

Group aku dapat mementingkan hubungan sosial dengan pesakit. Automatically aku dah terfikir Izzie Stevens ngan House. ahaha.

Debate tu agak hot jugaklah time berdebat2 tu en, last-last our MC, Ainul Yakin (dia sangat petah bercakap hoh, tergamam tengok dia bercakap) pun came up with a brilliant solution.

"Doktor perlu mementingkan kedua-dua elemen, tapi kena ingat seorang doktor hanya perlu mengambil kira emosi pesakit dan bukan emosi mereka sendiri. Fakta-fakta and the medical points of view tu pun penting gak. A doctor should know how to balance it.".

Ok, tipulah kalau aku cakap our MC cakap sebiji-bijik macam ni. Aku summarize in my own words la darl.

Lepas debate tu habis en, kitorang decided nak pergi jenjalan (yamshi in bahasa arab, hehe) kat luar. So me, Husna, Nau, Aisyah, Zura, Belle, Hajar, Fara and Fatin pun pergi took a walk outside KIY. time tulah we came up with the name GTG - Geng Telur Gamilah. ahahaha. Do not ask why now, sebab aku malas nak explain sekarang.haha.

Then after that, memang macam everyday kalau kitorang ada break ke apa en, automatically we will gather together and then off we go to eat or pray.

Mereka merupakan manusia yang sungguh best ohh. A bunch of interesting buddies hehh ;)

And my classmates are seriously funny ohh. They can make me laughing my ass off for hours la weh like seriously, both the girls and the guys ;)

Aaaa. My mind must be frozen or something. Sebab dah tak tahu nak taip apa lagi.

ahahaha. Padan muka. Bising lagi nak online, sekarang tak tau nak buat apa dah once dah online. ahahah.

p/s: Min, aku tak boleh balas message kau tadi sebab kredit kering ohh. sorry weh. miss kau like hell okkk. :P

will be posting more,
XOXO, Qurratu.

Selamat Hari Ibu.

Ibu,

Selamat Hari Ibu.
Thanks for everything that you have done for me.
Thanks for sticking up with my obnoxious attitude and crazy rants.
Thanks for being with me through thick and thin, come hell or high water.
Terima kasih ibu.

You have done for us hella a lot and nothing that we do can repay what you and Ayah have done for us.
We promise that we will try everything in our will to make you proud of us.
Thank you for everything.

Akak sayang ibu. :D
Akak sayang ayah. :D

Hey you.

Salam.

Is it too much to dream?

Is it too much if my dreams cost hella a lot?

Is it too much?

Ntahlah.

I'm stuck.

I'm stuck between two choices.

One choice yang memang dah confirm will assure me that I will get what I wanted for so longgg...
But the cons? Money, darl. Money.

Another choice? harapan untuk dapat course yang aku nak, tak pasti sangaaatt, tapi one thing for sure, I will be able to stay here without losing too much money.

Entahlah.
I need opinions. Honest opinions.
And I have received those opinions, but it is all up to me eh?

Hmm.

Oh God, why am I being so mellow right now?
Dah tak laratlah nak put up a bright smile and be all happy go lucky and bubbly and goes yakking yakking away.
Memang sangat-sangat tak larat.

Kenapa kena asak-asak dengan mcm2 perasaan sekarang?
Mellow...rasa inferior yang tak boleh blah..rasa insecure..rasa mcm diri ni menyusahkan..rasa guilty yang teramat...rasa rindu kat all my peeps..rasa anxious and excited to study...
And tadi, tetiba, kat this one social networking website (haha, dirahsiakan. aku ada 3, fs, ms, ngan fb, suka hati koranglah nak tembak mana satu) tengok satu gambar ni. and zaaapppp. sedih balik.
AAAAA.
tak sukanya berada dalam keadaan mcm ni.

and I am still looking for something about me that I can be proud of.
Maksud aku.
I am still looking for my own specialty.
Macam orang lain en...
Mun dengan photography, Timah dengan photography and computer stuff, Kasem dengan businessnya, bandnya, t-shirt labelnya, Fiq with her ability in debate and Biology, Mek with his awesome capability of skipping classes but yet she's able to score distinctions in exam, Terk and Yanie with their amazing hardwork in studying.
Aaaaa.
Kenapa aku diasak dengan rasa inferior ni.
Tak boleh blah betullahhh.

To think on the bright side,
life is all about learning about yourself en?
Life is a road or a path to discover more about yourself.
It is indeed an endless road.
And in my opinion, we will be hell surprised while we're living our life sebab everyday we will be surprised with new discoveries about ourselves.
Be prepared to be surprised, everyone. haha.

thanks for bringing colors into my life, guys. Sesungguhnya korang memang lain dari yang lain.

i miss you la busuk~~ no pun intended ok darl. hehe.

aku tau aku tembam,busuk. ahaha.

Ya Allah, kurusnya aku. cntiknya aku. ahaha. sila muntah hijau sekarang.

ye kawan-kawan aku dah jadi part-time model untuk big apple donut. ye mari, mari.


if anyone would like to comment anything regarding DIGI, just keep that comment to yourself alright honey. ahaha.

Quote of the day?
Live well or live hell? you choose.
The flower that blooms in adversity is the most rare and beautiful of them all.

And I know this song is kind of old, but I love it. The song is deep.
Nowwhy2 - OAG

Tiada terlintas langsung
nawai2ku untuk menduwakan dirimu
suqa ragaku murka ja-zatmu
Tiada terlintas langsung
nawai2ku untuk mempersoalkan caramu
suqa ragaku murka ja-zatmu*

Tiada yang lain melainkan NYA 3x
Tiada yang maha selain diri-NYA
Yang maha mengasehi yang maha menyayangi
Tiada yang maha selain diri-NYA
Yang maha mengerti
Yang maha mengampuni..........
Aooohhhhhhwayaya

repeat 1st verse + Chorus

Langsung tiada tercantas nawai2ku
untuk mempersoalkan caramu
suka ragaku murka ja-zatmu*

Aooohhhhhhwayaya
tiada yang lain melainkan-NYA
Alaika A Alaika hu alam 4x

Ya Allah, cerita Suara Dari Kubur sedih dan takut ok.
Insaf aku tengok.
:(

Thank you for sparing your time to read my post.
dush dush. ahaha. :)

will be posting more,
XOXO, Qurratu.

Some Deep Thoughts

Salam everyone.

Aaaaaaaaaa.
Harini hari Sabtu.
Besok hari Ahad. 10/5.
aaaaa
kenapa dada kencang semacam ni??
:(
So tomorrow I will be leaving Malacca, heading to UKM for a course.
Specifically, Kursus Bahasa Arab.
Aaaaa.
I think the last time I studied Arab was like when i was in standard 6 or something aaaaa.
Hopefully everything will go on well there in UKM :)

I am indeed in need of a shopping spree right now!
Aku tak faham dari mana aku dapat gene suka shop-till-I-drop-and-shop-till-i-got-myself-a-lecet-ed-kaki.
I mean my parents selalluu sangat tegur aku pasal bad habit of mine neh.
Haha. Ini pun tengah mengidam gile nak pergi MP ngan DP.
Speaking of MP and DP en, rasa macam pathetic gile en, mcm Malacca ni takda tempat laen nak pergi.
AAAA.
Nak pergi itu jeti kat Ujong Pasir.
Dush dush.
Nak jenjalan.
Dush dush.
Nak habiskan baca Rooftop Rant.

Aku rasa en,
kekadang aku ni boleh jadi overdose-baik-tahap-gaban-petala-kelapan tau.
I am the type of person yang cepat kesian kat orang.
Macam...macam pendatang asing ni en.
Honestly speaking en, kita semua kalau jumpa mereka ini (Bangla, sume tu), the first thing that comes to our mind is, eeee! pergi jauh pergi jauh!
I had to admit la, at times I was having that thought as well.
But then, one day, haha, I was lining up for the ATM thingy kat matriks.
In front of us was this one group of Bangla la.
Usually when they came to withdraw their money, they will take onnneeee long time to do so.
And everyone will be complaining dush dush all those stuff.
Haha.
Then, all out of sudden tetiba aku terfikir en,
what is it like to be in their shoes?
tetiap hari kena marah, tetiap hari dapat all those cynical looks from others, tetiap hari dapat pandangan slack from others, etc etc.
Mesti sedih en.
Sebab kita ni semua manusia, and setiap individu and setiap orang, surely, nak rasa dihormati, nak rasa ada orang bangga dengan kau, nak rasa ada orang proud dengan kau, sume tu.
Aku tau yang mereka pun kekadang ada jugak menyumbang kepada masalah-masalah yang berlaku dalam negara ni(okay, I think I started to sound like a BM esei hee hee)
Tapi aku tak rasa semua mcm tu en?
Kekadang aku rasa, sometimes, we are blinded by those skeptical,stereotype thoughts about them.
We sometimes prefer to ignore the "do not judge a book by its cover" quote.

Entahlah.
Aku tak berani nak cakap lebih-lebih.
Seperti yang aku cakap tadi, kekadang aku boleh jadi overdose-baik-tahap-gaban.
huhu. cepat rasa kesian kat orang.
Bagi aku, selagi orang tu tak buat jahat ngan kau, janganlah sekali-kali buat jahat dengan dorang.
Do not trouble the trouble if you don't want the trouble to trouble you.
Salah satu lagi quote yang aku rasa bernas.

Aaaa.
Aku teringat kat tazkirah Rayyan kat aku dulu. huhu.
"Kita ni terbalik dengan Rasulullah SAW...Rasulullah SAW dulu when it comes to orang yang amalannya menyimpang dari ajaran Islam, when it comes to orang bukan Islam, baginda tak membenci orang tu, tetapi baginda cuma membenci amalan orang tersebut. Lain pulak dengan kita, kita benci orang yang buat jahat tu sume, tetapi kita tak sedar kita ikut jugak apa yang diorang buat tu semua. Kita dah terbalik dengan baginda, kita benci orangnya, tetapi kita ikut jugak amalan diorang."

The opinion of hers is deep right?
Bila aku dengar aku mcm ZAAAPPP! terus menyusuk jantung aku.
Nampak sangat Rasulullah SAW bukan jenis yang membenci orang lain.
Masya-Allah.
Mulianya baginda.
Kita ni sangat-sangat berbeza daripada baginda. Macam langit dan bumi :(

Sama-samalah kita memperbaiki diri kita semua. :)

Will be posting more,
XOXO, Qurratu.

Some Random Thoughts

Salam everyone.

Yeeeehhhhaaawwwwww!! Finally dah dapat Rooftop Rant by Hlovate! yeyeyeyeyeyeye!
Tadi kuar dengan timah. Hanya untuk 2 hours or so, okay. sangat2 sekejap.
Itupun rasa penat mcm nak mati je.
Padahal baru jalan skit.
Tsk2.
Padan muka 3 minggu duduk rumah jadi potato couch, sampai kaki pun jadi cramp semacam.
Tetiap hari dok menatap TV tengok Project Runway ngan The Nanny. mana taknya padann mukaaaaa :P.
aaaaannnnnnnnddddddd Christian Siriano adorable nak mati ok.
Rasa macam nak hentak2 kepala je tengok him on TV.
because he isss sooooo adorable dan hysterically funny.
especially when he's doing his sewing and stuff, he will be rambling and all ranting. ahaha.
there's this one epi, where they were all supposed to make avant grand look (heck i don't know how to spell it :P) from levis jeans and jackets.
and they were all so stressed up because they were running out of time, and christian was quoted, "Oh my god i'm so busy that I'm not even talking"
(Something like that lah, i don't remember it accurately.)
Hahahaha. he is sooooo funny! :D

So, speaking of Hlovate right,
I have such an admiration for her, because she is really, really a talented writer.
She is sooo not like these typical-stereotype-jiwang-cintan-cintun-meleleh-leleh-air-liur-bila-baca type of writer.
(it's not that i'm underestimating other writers, it's just that, i'm not really into books yang ohh sayang, daku rindukan pelukan hangatmu bla bla bla...ergh.)
So, Hlovate, yep, i can say that she is one of my mentor la.
I actually have this interest of writing.
Currently I am trying in writing one.
Nanti bila dah siap saya bagitau yeee. ahah.

Waah.
Rumours were flying around saying that final result kuar this 19th May. Omg omg omg nervous okay!
:(

p/s: to those who have episodes of Gossip Girl season 2 after Bart Bass died (tak ingat da epi ke bape :P), do inform me yeah? I am currently madly in love with Chuck Bass and the show. ahaha.

will be posting more.
XOXO, Qurratu.

Emm.

Noor Fatimah Mardiah
Munirah Hashim
Fadhilah Zakaria
Nur Hidayah

ily,imy :(

riwayat blog baru. :)

hello everyone. this is qurratu's new blog!
ahaha. lame gile kott. haha.
by the way, i haven't updated my blog since forever.
it's just that, life is pretty hectic now and my mind is really, really in a serabut mode, so, i have totally no time for updating all these bloggy thingy. ahaha.

haha. i gtg now. i'll update later.
cheers, qurratu.